Friday, August 17, 2007

no attention span whatsoever

I think I have ADHD. Alhamdulilah, I got a chance to attend jummah today, but I found it so hard to pay attention to the khatib. I kept on fidgeting with my bag and fading in and out of attentiveness. It didn't help that the khutbah was 40 minutes long and I was worried aobut being late to work, but still, if I have a chance ot make it to jummah, I want to get the most out of it.

I wonder if I would be able to pay attention better if I had something in my hands to play with. Hmmm, got dhikr beads. Is it ok to make dhikr during jummah?

I did that when I went to see the Dalai Lama a few months back. The chairs were so dang uncomfortable and his microphone was so soft, I couldn't concentrate. I whipped out the beads and that helped me focus, at least a little. Didn't help with the mike problems though, lol.

Also, tried to sign up for the supplications sunnipath course, but it's not letting me log in or register for some reason. Gah!

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